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The week started badly. I was stressed out and bitchy. I couldn't sleep. I had a dream about my mother and woke up with a profound sadness within. I went down to the beach (there's not a lot that saltwater can't cure) on Tuesday afternoon. (1) The waves were huge. (2) Surfers were lined up to go out. I saw a surfer catch a left off Luscombe's and ride it all the way to inside Indicators and then hop-skip his board to connect with Needles. I've never seen anyone ride through those 3 reefs. My mood lightened as I contemplated the probability of miracles.
On Friday I called a gym friend, Tom, who has been in the hospital since his knee replacement surgery of more than 2 months ago. There were complications. Grave complications.
Tom's voice slurs as he confides to me that his doctor is pressuring him to hurry up and make a decision: he can continue as he is and hope that the injured leg and foot will heal (even though he cannot feel that foot, or move his toes or ankle); he can cut off the damaged leg below the knee (the preferred option for future mobility but complicated by the knee surgery and festering wounds that currently surround the knee); or he can most extremely cut the leg off above the knee - the quickest-to-heal option but more permanently crippling than the others.
Tom asks me, "How can I make this decision while doped up on morphine?"
Monday, I'll go see him and see if I can help in any way.
Today I wake up to the sunshine streaming in my window. I hop out of bed and go down to the beach. I surf OB pier and hang around for a bit to watch the beach scene develop. Summer is a'coming (3) and the Capoeira club is practicing on the beachfront grass (4).